teaching kids to do art and craft is my first time.

and im gonna do it in another like 8hrs time.

really hope tat nothing will goes wrong.

(:

wat happen my dear girl?

dont stress dont sad k?

we crazy girls for sure will acc u de!

muacks~

*HUG HUG*

i better go and catch some slp.

hafta wake up at 6am.

-_-

its almost 5am liao.

omg~!!

not i just reach home.

im home ard 2am plus.

still late.

y?

coz of work.

these few day i will be quite busy lor.

having quite a big event at my store on coming saturday.

i oso dunno y somehow im ended up in-charge of this event.

omg~

stress~~

im like doing all the work.

tats y i work till so late.

and stay up to now!!

event on sat.

so FRIDAY i hafta stay up LATE in store to set up everything and get ready.

and SATURDAYi hafta be in store EARLY MORNING like 8am.

dolly ah.

read those words in caps and bold?

how ah?

i oso dunno leh.

i will try my very best to finish up my work fast on fri night.

but the earliest is still 11pm leh.

den hor.

i dont think i can stay till late as sat i hafta work damn early.

i cant dont slp coz im the one talking during the event.

argh~

hais!!

so this is the sad story im talking abt.

i really hope and wish and pray tat i wont put u aeroplane.

i will try my freaking damn very best to be there k.

even though just for awhile.

or u dont want me to be there?

LOLs!!

at least i go lah ah.

just for you my friend.

(:

back form work.

well work was alright lah.

just voice out wat is right and wat is wrong lor.

seriuosly i got no idea wat the hell she wants lah.

and really i dont give a damn lah.

well anyway.

i gave my resignation to faridah just now.

she make noise lah.

she wants me to help her on weekends only.

hello~

i help u.

den who help me?

hais.

i dunno lah.

i claimed tat im tired.

but if i conpare all those ppl ard me.

think they are more tired den me.

those schooling friends working during weekends too.

those working friends.

working 2 jobs at the same time.

to earn extra income lor.

so shall i do tat too?

maybe ba.

den i got no life again.

sians~

hmm den aft work.

suddenly receive msg frm gan jiong asking where is my workplace.

jason and him wil go over to my workplace to see me.

haha.

ya the both of them really went.

jason's company good lor.

gave him a van for transport.

philip's company oso lor.

sent him to japan for work.

wah.

only work for few months can go overseas liao.

good life lah the both of them.

den we chatted for awhile.

den jason sent me home lor.

yup.

glad catching up with poly friends.

(:

anyway the chalet like too costly leh.

i oso dunno wat to do leh.

sians~

hais dolly ah~

i think and think and think ah.

am i the one shld be blamed?

u noe y..

its like aft me den he change to another person liao.

start to stop contacting u all.

stop hanging out with u ppl.

is it he noe tat i might tag along with.

so he might as well dont join u all.

hais is tat so?

coz i rmb he telling me tat he is afraid tat aft u all graduate.

ken will not be as brother as used to be.

but now is like he is the one who is backing off.

u get wat i mean?

is like everything just happen aft tat period of time.

so am i the cause of all these matter?

if really it is.

im really sorry.

wat can i do to help u all get back the friendship u all used to have?

im like feelng guilty right now.

hais~

like wat i had heard.

one person shldn't dont have problems and troubles de.

it will be really great tat if dont have any.

but seriously few ppl dont have.

when den can i dont have problems and troubles?

maybe wait till the day tat i get old?

or the minute b4 my last breathe?

or worst.

i even have to bring all my problems and troubles with me into the coffin and buried together with me?

hais~

just came back from a chatting session with jin kai and kie min.

haa.

dunno y aft tat day met the both of them on bus.

den these 2 days ask me join them for chit chat session.

was talking abt all those ghostly stuffs.

den kie min intro me to watch a ghost anime.

lols.

i watch anime de meh?

ya just started lor.

will get addicted?

maybe?

i dunno.

haha.

anyway.

they asking me out on 9august to watch firworks and marina liao.

so fast kena book liaos.

lalala~

=p

went to check chalet pricing.

no promotional price for weekends leh.

and somemore all of us can oso make it on weekends leh.

if no promotional price 3d2n $210.

promotional price 3d2n onlt $168.

big diff lors.

i oso dunno how.

discuss with the rest first ba.

going to work.

im like really totally sian le lor.

im really waiting for 31july to come.

den 1august going to have a new working environment.

going to learn lots of new things.

yup sounds interesting ah.

hee.

yup looking forward.

hmm on the other hand.

i used to so damn devoted working at mcd.

many ppl around me ask me to quit i dont bear.

but things do change lah.

not say i no longer devoted there le.

but the fact is ppl there change.

the working environment there change.

i cant take it le.

yes.

i really do wish to go to the next level to learn more stuffs.

but the ppl and environment there stop me form everything.

so its better for me to leave rather den me staying there to suffer even more.

so this time i have to say sorry and leave.

pls dont use any ways to stop me from leaving and ask me to stay.

seriously lah.

im really afraid tat my heart will grow slow leh.

i really hopei wont as the other job is waiting for me liao.

i cant put them aeroplane there.

yup.

wish me good luck and all the best ba~!!

(:

wah sian.

stay at home oso spend money.

xiu actually asked me to find the site for the shoe tat i wanted.

ended up im browsing thru bigi bag spree.

yup so ended up i bot a bag.

xiu oso~!!

haha.

cost me another $22.

no more spendings for the rest of the month liao.

but friday i will be out.

if i dont go think she wont forgive me.

present?

omg~

i will find my ways ba.

waiting for my pay day wait till neck long like girraff liao lah.

hais.

money money money~

-_-

wah omg~!!

ytd night think was one of the worst night in my 19years and 7months of life.

thanks and sorry to those ppl was with me last night.

haa.

and of coz.

i still do rmb clearly the qns u asked me.

so wat if i say yes ask him come down at tat point of time.

do u think he will go?

i dunno.

no high hopes.

ya its better for me not to think ba.

hmm.

over is over le.

i had my lesson aft ytd.

but hor.

is not i want de mah.

just dunno y i kept losing wat.

right?

or i force myself?

haha.

dunno lah.

im very sad lor.

y?

coz more and more ppl say i getting fatter liao.

yati says tat.

next ken says tat too.

den desmond says tat too~!!

dunno who will be next one to say tat.

hais.

omg.

siao liao lah.

time for me to diet le.

no more supper for me.

date me out for dinner ONLY~!!

today i really nv go work.

she oso nv go.

wtf she want sia.

i angry lor.

hais.

but i oso feel sad for my team too lah.

i still got heart de ok.

they must be working damn hard today.

just met up jin kai and kie min.

2 guys tat i noe them from kallang mcd 5years ago.

they say i still can survive till now not bad ah.

den i tell them im leaving soon liao.

lols.

damn long nv meet up with them liao.

tat time they got a gathering.

but i was sick,

mc for 3days.

so i missed tat gathering.

hmm just now met up awhile.

talked abt how we are doing nowadays lor.

my off day.

no work.

think not going out ba.

coz broke liao.

bot 2 tops from pull & bear.

cost me $45.80

bot 1 slipper from c & k.

cost me $19.90

bot 1 shoe from trendy zone.

cost me $29.90

bot eye liner.

cost me $18.90

and plus all those small little spendings.

transport lah.

meals lah.

food lah.

total up think is abt 200plus lor.

omg.

think i really need to watch out my spendings le.

its oso not good for me to spend too much.

(:

hmm a quick update before im out to chiong the night.

lols.

working long hrs and to earn more money is not for me now.

im no longer commited as before liao.

i really dont wish to care anymore and put everything there aside.

today im really not in the mood of working lor.

and im really having a bad headache.

im so sorry my star and topcats.

think tmr i dont wana go work.

coz ppl promise tat will come work but ended up nv go.

so y shld i go when i dont feel like it.

yes i simply hate ppl who give empty promises.

so good luck to those who working tmr.

ohh ya.

met jinkai on bus ytd night while on the way for supper.

i called him.

at first he cant regconise me.

but he did regconise me aft a few seconds.

if not i will be damn paiseh lor.

the bus so many ppl and i called him.

haha.

aft supper walked back home.

walked past gec mcd.

and saw yati.

went in and had a chat with her.

haa.

her store oso not as fantastic too.

cheyenne transfered there.

he dont like tat store.

tot smaller store will be easier to handle.

but the prob is.

the ppl there is not great.

working in this line somehow hafta get ur own ways to get close to bosses.

if not others will stab u on ur back.

well.

wat to do.

this the the society nowadays.hais.

this is really sad lor.

went for my medical checkup.

think tat was the first time i met such a young handsome doctor.

really.

omg~

im like a hua chi lor.

-_-

okie.

ppl is complaining tat i have not been updating my blog for a few days liao.

okie.

im now here to update liao k.

lols.

had finished my 3days of icsc work at suntec.

i really prefer to attend all these events.

rather den staying in sytore always and doing all the same old things.

at least go for all these kind of events.

can make new friends.

having chit chat session with ronald.

he still regconise and rmb me lor.

hmm not bad ah.

lols.

he say im his students of coz he rmb.

haha.

having conversations with all those big bosses is not tat scary afterall.

i really enjoyed myself tat 3days ay suntec.

tat might be the last event i attend.

my last chit chat with ronald.

my last conversations with big bosses.

and oso my last chance of making more mcd friends.

dont worry i will always rmb all these.

will always be in my memory.

yup like wat lisa say.

she believe tat i will miss mcd aft i leave.

yes definately i will miss them ALL.

(:

went to nina's place to visit her.

wah.

her leg swollen like nobody business lor.

omg~

went for my tarot card reading.

intro by lisa.

is her friend.

is freaking accurate lor.

accurate until im really stun.

really stunning lor.

yup okie.

now i found out tat he really did not lied to me.

wat he said was true.

so i think i shld put down and put away my past.

think positive.

and continue with my life.

although my life is not tat wonderful.

i need to work hard to get wat i want.

dont worry.

i will definately preservere to till the end.

till my last breathe of mine.

i really hope tat wat im going to do next is a successly path for me.

the job now really dont suit me and really making my morale lower and lower each day.

sians.

i wont listen blindly and do nth.

of coz i will work very hard to achieve wat i wana be and wat i wana get.

(:

i got the shoe tat i saw at far east tat i like very much de.

lisa saw it at amk hub.

my size no more le.

she helped my asked anywhere slse still have it.

found out online j8 has it.

so i went to j8 to get the shoe.

so happie~!!

=D

suppose to meet up dolly and ken for a drink tonight de.

buy at last left with the 2 of us.

nth else better to do.

the 2 of us went to geylang and had supper at 126 with dolly.

yuppmy~

delicious~~

hey i update my blog le hor.

no more complaints plz.

lols.

yup yup yup.

sorry girls.

i noe i have not been updating for more den a week le.

i noe u say wana view my blog den always see the same post.

haa.

now got new post le lah.

hmm.

i can say lotsa stuffs happened.

had went for childcare teacher interview.

yup its successful.

of coz i will grab this opportunity to get out of mcd.

yes i admit im really getting tired of f&b line le.

hmm some gave me positive remarks for being a childcare teacher.

some gave me neutral remarks.

i shall not say is there any negative remarks.

if really there is.

i hope i can pretend i did not hear them.

its like quite sad lor.

u imagine lah.

ur friend wana change a job environment.

den u pour cold water.

saying how bad the job is.

come on lah.

is ur friend leh.
give some support lah.

hais.

so now.

i stick to my own decision le.

i dont wana be like in the past.
do wat ppl do.

do wat ppl say.

wish me all the best k?

(:

i really hate my store more and more le.

esp the new butch in my store.

VIVIAN TAI.
she sux lah.

she came less den half a mth.

can say 90% of the crews dont like her.

saying bad abt her.

see how 'popular' she is in the store.

the most interesting part is.

i quarrelled with her last sunday.

i damn long nv quarrell with ppl le.

damn long nv raise my voice shouting at ppl.

but she reallie made my boil man.

lucky i still can control myself.

if not i think i punched her liao.

she was like grabbing my hand so hard.
if i were to swing my hand hardly to ask her let go my hand.
think my hand will swing and ended up slapped her or punched her ba.

but i just stared at her and ask her let go of my hand.

wah if not she will be the first person in my life to slap or punch.

haa.
aft the quarrell i feel like just go off like tat.

call up dolly and ask her out for a drink.
but did not lah.

i continue to work.

den she go off early.

so ended up i stayed up in store till midnight.

another thing i dont like my store now is all the gosippers and big mouths.

idiotic and stupid lor.

all their beheaviors let me reminds me of children.

he send me home only wat.

anything wrong?

all childish mindset.

watever.

as long as i noe wat im doing can le.

(:

monday met up dolly and lisa for dinner and shopping~!!

ajisen for dinner.

bot 2 tops at pull and bear.

thanks lisa the consultant.

lols.

saw a pair of shoes tat i like so much.

but a lady reached b4 me and took the last pair.

if i noe i bot it on the spot when i first saw it.

dont go another round of 'looking ard first'

hais.

im damn sad lor.

gg to bugis coming thurs.
i wana go hunt exactly the same one!!

oso met up candice aft her driving lesson and aft our shopping trip.

we 4 went over to dolly's hse for our durian feast!

nice~!!

=p

tats the 3 of us at ajisen

nina met an accident.

shocked to hear the news when ayu called me.

went to see her aft my work at suntec.

luckily only her right leg swollen.

fractured too.

hais.

omg~

poor nina.
my poor goon doo friend~

oOo..

im so into photoshop recently tats y i did not blog for abt a week.

haa.

hmm.

had finished my 4 days of leave.

met up a friend from indo tat had not been meeting up for 2yrs.

tat was great.

but within less den 24hrs.

she hafta leave and head towards america.

tat was sad.

had a kbox and buffet session.

tat was marvellous.

haa.

went into OCH.

its interesting.

if u dare to go in.

went to entrance of red house but did not go in.

den i realise i went in before.

omg~

im dumb man.

haa.

went to west coast park.

the playground there is really fun and interesting lor.

reminds me of OBS during my sec 3 days.

must go there if u nv been there before.

conclusion is.

having a car is perfect.

can go anywhere u wana go.

can go anywhere u think of going.

so when am i getting a car?

hmm..

lols~

had my long waited graduation ceremony~!

hees.

so happy and excited.

seeing all those long time no see friends.

taken lotsa photos.

yippie~!!

ya they was saying me wana organise chalet till now.

not even a single thing done.

lols.

ok lah.

i will try my best lah ah.

hmm.

graduation..

suppose to be sad?

suppose to be ba.

but dunno y i just dont feel sad at all.

i dont feel tat we are separating.

i just felt happy and excited throughout the whole ceremony.

haha.

went to sandy's 21st bdae chalet.

den i start to think for my 21st bdae wat i wana do.

perhaps chalet too ba.

haha.

my 20th bdae is still like in 5mths times.

and im thinking for my next yr's bdae liao.

wahaha~!

=D

aft 4 days.

back to work.

yeah~!

from this moment onwards.

im off from work for 4 days.

hope tat no one will call me and ask me regarding abt work.

hmm but.

different to say lah.

went to changi village to have nasi lemak with ayu just now aft work.

nina no show from work.

ya.

and she got her beauty slp for the whole day.

the both of us had been calling her since 6plus.

and she got abt 30 miss calls from us.

she still cant wake up.

den finally abt 9plus she msg us.

saying tat she wana continue her slp.

thanks ah~

2 more day to my graduation ceremony~

lalala``

hees.

=p

friends?

actually wat the the definition of friends?

as friends i think respect one's decision is impt ba.

since i decide to keep it to myself.

wat for u kept on asking me.

kept on talking abt it.

i will just feel irritated.

i think our mindset of 'friends' is different ba.

i just feel tat i dont deserve to be treated in tat way lor.

ended up im unhappy u all say i throw temper.

black face.

these and tat lah.

hais.

y u all just dont understand?

still say we are best friends.

sat night aft one long day of working.

went to meet up dolly and friends at a pub name 'clinic' for chilling.

drink.

talk.

play.

haa.

here we are~!!

hees.

=p

going back to work later at 0830.

its mon.

by right is my off day.

but there is sth going on at my store.

so im being asked to go back.

so off on tue.

wed to fri is my leave.

tue not free liao.

haa.

wed neh..

jialat lor.

at first tot of meeting dolly lisa and candice to have sakura buffet.

but now boon saying tat he is meeting michelle on wed for dinner.

ask me wana join or not.

so now i dunno which to say yes.

which to reject.

see how lah.

hmm den thurs.

MY GRADUATION CEREMONY~!!

lalala~~

fri going to sandy's bdae chalet if im not wrong.

had been asking iris but no reply from her.

sians~

-_-

xiu u going mah?

hmm see..

tats how am i going to spend my 4 days of off day and leave.

(:

anyway i got my new camera liao.

so happy.

hees.

=D